Hi

Day 50

big day for me. had consecutive, nonstop teaching/meetings from 9am until 3:30p. had lunch with the homeschool kids who attended my lecture, which was cool. but as you can imagine, the food was not paleo. Jason's Deli donated the food. here goes:

meal 1: banana and almonds and tea

no protein, i know. i cannot eat any more HBEs. ew. i am going to try scrambling eggs in the am. (i dislike HBEs, but do like scrambled eggs, although they can get gamey, too.) i have to keep reminding myself that i can do this. i *can* get my shit together before heading to work. must. fight. the. Charles. Family. lateness. curse!

my lecture went well. the childrenz liked it. :)

grabbed coffee before the next session. vanilla latte. so not paleo. no more. done.

meal 2: tuna sandwich -- yes; i ate the bread. white bread! gross, eh? and cranberry oatmeal cookie. i was so hungry.

snack: 2 larabars (was starving. four hours had elapsed since lunch.)

WOD power snatch. Barely PRd at 58, but i'll take it. :)

meal 3: broccoli, lemon, olive oil, paleo meat loaf, raspberries

i have felt so psychologically gross the past few days. must be pure until the end of the challenge, and then after, maintain the blueprint. must keep on keepn' on. am going to try the European style yogurt, almonds, and fruit for breakfast, and eat chicken or GB and veggies for lunch and dinner, mixing it up with scrambled eggs. i shall keep dark choc on hand for when tempted. i think i will stop the coffee. go back to tea only. don't want to get hooked on the high caffeine content of coffee, and it's just too bitter without milk. i want to stay away from milk. i psychologically feel better when i don't eat sugar and/or crap. i need to keep the weekend indulgence to the weekend, and to one item, not an entire meal of poo. (I've been pretty good about that, except for last night's nastiness.)

so my body is still evolving. i haven't yet reached my goal of evolving into a lean mean fighting machine. Kristin -- do you get that reference? :)

exhausted. going to bed soon. i know my outlook will improve greatly with sleep. just 6 more weeks until i can put this semester to bed, and then i go from 4 to 3. ahhhh.